At the end of that long day, William released me from the
wooden horse. The pain it had caused as
it pressed into my clit over the course of several hours and countless fuckings
was devastating. For a short time after
William released me from the restraints that bound me to the horse, the pain
was even more intense as blood flowed into sensitive areas for the first time
in hours. William carried me to the dog
bed and wiped my forehead with a damp cloth.
I cried uncontrollably as he held me in his arms and whispered to me
that the ordeal was over.
Once I stopped crying William told me that he was going to
lend me to an acquaintance for a time.
He didn’t say how long and I couldn’t ask. I was too shocked by the news that William
would not be in my life for a time; for any time at all was too much. The anxiety that rose in my chest made it
difficult to breath. I looked at William
with panic in my eyes and tears running down my face.
“Don’t worry; I will have you back before I sell you. This is a temporary arrangement,” he said.
“You won’t keep me?” I asked through my tears.
“No, I won’t own you forever.
Just like with all the women I’ve owned before you, and like all the
women I will own in years to come, I will not own you for long.”
The words crushed me.
I don’t know why I was so surprised but I was. I couldn’t expect William to want to keep me,
but I did. I saw him auction off Vera as
if she was livestock but in my mind I was different because I saw her come and
go. Somehow I’d convinced myself that I
was special. Now I had to console myself
with the notion that although I was not special enough to keep, at least he
would bring me back at some point. For
how long, and how long I would be away was a mystery.
“One more thing,” William said as he shifted me out of his
strong arms onto the dog bed. “I expect
you to continue to live as a dog when I ship you out. I won’t have your hands restrained as I did
when you first stayed down here, but I want you to act as if they are useless
to you when you eat or drink. I’ve asked
my friend to keep close watch and report any slips. You will be punished by him when they occur
and by me when you return, so don’t disappoint me."
William pulled a dog collar out of his pocket and quickly put
it around my neck. He also produced a
leather leash and attached it to my collar.
He motioned for me to stand but my legs were weak from days and nights
of being hogtied. He took no pity on my
as he dragged me toward the stairs and I stumbled along behind him. Almost before I could comprehend what was
happening, we were up the stairs and into the blinding sunlight.
